Blahging

I texted this to Paul this morning, and thought, "Since I seem to be going on and on with the blah blahs, I should add this to my Blahg! 😄 You know what?!!! I only really NEED my vape* when I'm with Nathan. He talks too much, and I can't take it!!! I feel like Bad Grammy. Have they made that movie yet? Because I could star in it! Sometimes I wonder if I still love him. I just can't stand being with him most of the time. Maybe we are so much alike, that the things I don't like about him are actually part of my personality as well. I don't know. But I CAN honestly say that I don't NEED my crutch except when I have to be with Nathan. There. I have admitted my feelings, so I hope I can move on with this, and learn and grow from it. 🙏🙏🙏 *Cannabis (I live in Colorado, where it is legal in State. I vape flower, not oil.)

This rant actually happened in the afternoon AFTER breakfast. 😄 I am actually a quiet person who thinks a lot, but has more of a "wait and see", "go with the flow" type attitude. I was never very political before tRump stole the Whitehouse---yes he did, Mom, whether you want to admit it or not. There is so much corruption in our leadership. But the corruption IS worse on the right, or at least it looks like it, because there is so much evidence!! They have allowed evil/the dark side to take over their churches, and it has woven its tentacles into all parts of this country. Yes, it began right in the center of the evangelical movement in the Christian church. And those people flock to the right. They came to power as The Tea Party and then chose to join the Repub Party since they couldn't have a 3rd Party. And many of the Tea Partiers turned into trumpists when he was "elected".  These SAME people are the ones who are pushing against ANYTHING that the ...

So this is where I like to vent. I get on my soapbox every morning before I eat breakfast. This is not really intentional. It just happens. You see, I am an Aquarius, an INFP (Meyers-Briggs Personality Inventory: Introverted, iNtuitive, Feeling, Perceptive),  and a Rainforest HSP (Highly Sensitive Person). My emotions run rampant towards saving the world. I am passionately idealistic. I can't  help it! 😄 It's just the way my brain is wired.